My baby’s frantic kicking was a cry for help. The night before Esme passed away, she was kicking frantically, almost as if it were a call for help. At the time, I had no idea that a sudden rapid increase in movements, outside of a baby’s normal pattern, can be a warning sign of distress. Sometime in the following 24 hours, her heart stopped. After weeks of symptoms that pointed to an abruption, this was her final attempt to tell me something wasn’t right. Losing our daughter broke me. Knowing he